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Oscar Holm

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  • Passion exposure

    Here’s a thought experiment:
    If exposed in equal amounts to every potential interest from
    math to scuba diving to knitting, would there be clear
    compatibility groupings from which we could create archetypes?

    Can interests or passions be categorized in a meaningful,
    collectively exhaustive way? If a study was conducted
    gathering all the interests and strength of interests for
    a big sample, would patterns emerge? Almost certainly yes
    but these patterns would be mirror images of our society,
    not of our innate potential for passion in specific areas.

    The typical person has many interests, some are more
    common than others because exposure to them is greater.
    In the US most people play high school sports which
    provides them with an often lifelong interest, making
    sports a likely candidate as an interest. This is an interest
    we often have in common with our community, but we also have
    our personal interests, derived from the quirks of our parents
    or the uncle with the sail boat. The combination of
    community and specific personal interests would create an array with
    endless combinations. Some intersections would be common
    but most would contain few cases of shared composition.
    It would also be interesting to look at the data that isn’t
    there, which combinations are highly unlikely? Perhaps it is in the odd cases where we find the pure unadultered passion, where we can learn the most.

    March 12, 2020

  • Happy people

    If every person is uniquely equipped, and every person is
    born with that as a purpose to fulfill, the challenge
    becomes encountering destiny. Since most are prohibited by
    institutional barriers and resistance the chances of such
    an encounter are slim at best. Perhaps happy people are
    these coincidences, and happiest are the ones who searched
    and found. Try anything once. But of course there are
    obvious exceptions.

    March 11, 2020

  • What to want

    Odd that it can be such a challenge to know what I want.
    By definition shouldn’t that be all I know, the primal
    human driver. Conversely, what we desire now is not what
    we want for ourselves. Food, drink, pasta, alcohol,
    cars, games, recognition, admiration, sex, sports, money, travel,
    victory, none of these provides any lasting fulfillment.
    Is it the journey to these things? Or maybe the exact
    opposite, the journey towards no things?

    Sitting here now what do I want the most? Freedom? If
    I could choose I would not be exactly here tomorrow,
    seems to me to be a lack of freedom. But that’s not true
    because I can choose and I am here. That’s an institutional
    barrier. I need money and approval and assurance.

    I would go to London to set up my bike and ride it far. I
    would drink coffee and read. I would continue to learn
    to program because I believe it can be the key to a door
    that I haven’t uncovered. I would build something from
    my own imagination and drive.

    Sometimes we’re so busy thinking about what we have to do
    that we forget to think about what we want. Really want.

    Approval, admiration, praise. That’s what my being hungers for
    but not what my rational mind wants. The question is how do
    I make that conversion. Maybe the being is the primitive
    instinct and the mind the rational rebel. The distance between
    them is resistance.

    March 10, 2020

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